I made a realization today. It's hard for me to express my feelings to people because I'm used to just hiding them away and not showing it. But when I'm with my sister's kids, even though I'm not always cheerful around them, they still somehow come and make me smile. (They are hilarious. Allen always gives me a WAZAAAAAAAAAP!)
I especially miss my niece Erin. She's still young enough that I can pinch her cheeks. haha. She's also the one who's spunky enough to slap me when I'm asleep and runs away right after she does it.